I have to apologize to all my friends for my current emotional state. I'm whiny. We're talking MAJOR whines... Between feeling like shit, not being able to do anything and not being able to accomplish anything I'm in a sort of a funk that is a bitch to get out of. My sinus/ear infection has made it so I can't even concentrate enough to read or play my games. It's also brought on some sort of emotional kamakaze to start things I'm not capable of finishing and then throwing myself at the feet of whomever is unlucky enough to be there and pitching a fit worthy of a two year old in a candy store. I DO appreciate how much patience and compassion my friends have shown me. I DO appreciate the Sims meshes that were created for me. I DO appreciate friends showing up on NoChickTrix and supporting the site. I'm tickled to death to see the newest member, a great guy that usually sticks to comments on my blog. Most of all, I appreciate not being tarred and feathered for being a complete whiny ass about anything and everything. My sinus infection is MUCH better. My ear infection hurts like a sonofabitch, but is still not bad enough to ask for pain killers. I'm just glad I'm finally back at work and being productive. Again, thanks to all my friends.

Odessa

It's 12:20pm on a Friday and all I can think about is getting the hell out of here. I'm leaving at 1:30pm to go get my very first mammogram (details on Monday... you have been warned). At least I'll have the rest of the day off to recuperate from the apparent pain you go through. I asked my boss what to expect. "It hurts" and "Just remember not to plan it around your menstrual cycle when your breasts are sensitive" were her two comments. Considering I'm on my cycle (TMPI... deal with it) I'm basically fucked. It's pretty sad when having your breasts smashed is more appealing than doing some work.