I hate being mean. I loathe it. Lately I feel like I'm being backed into a corner and the only way out is by extending my claws and going for the jugular. I love to meet people and chat. What I don't like is being used as an emotional wet-wipe. I met a couple of people who I have come to almost dread seeing online. Every conversation is the same. One guy needs reassuring that I still like like him as a friend every ten minutes and the other has to rehash how he's going to screw over his soon to be ex wife every time we talk. I need to get to the point where I just say, "I dont care" and block them.

When I talk to my best friend about it he says, "Just tell them to fuck off." Riiiiight. The part of me that I need to work on the most is also the part I always get complimented on. I'm called 'caring', 'supportive', 'sweet', etc... You'd think I was the newest item to roll off of the Hello Kitty line. Whenever I talk about these people my friend adds the 'overly' infront of those traits. I can't win for losing.

Lately I've been trying to distance myself from people who basically contact me to vent and then leave before I even say how my day was. Now I get to hear about how 'I've changed' before being asked if I still like them and if they've told me how they're going to fuck over the cheating cunt. Go me...