Yeah, I've pretty much put this blog to the side. Part of the reason is that I was consumed by emotional crap I didn't feel like posting to the world. That's a rarity... but lets try to move on, shall we? Lots of life changes that I haven't the interest in getting into. Not that it hasn't been dealt with. My friends know and understand, which is really what matters. Enough of that crap.

I'm at the tail end (please, let it be so) of some emotional flakiness. Thanks to everyone who has been supportive and understanding. Being a chick really bites at times. Recognizing the rational side of my emotional wants and needs has put me into some sort of reflective mode. From there I hope to move on to the perky and male-minded self that you've all come to know and drop your jaw at.

I have a few goals set aside.

1. I want to refurnish my apartment. I also want to rearrange it so it looks a tad nicer. Matching would be nice and my bedroom set is about to kick the bucket. Moving to a larger place would be awesome but with the rent I'm paying I can't see doing this simply to have a spot to put my extra stuff. Twice the rent for storage space. Yeah, that makes sense.

2. All new clothing. I've started the slow and painful process already. I'm picky and it's summer. That's a deadly combination. Tack on the 'I loathe shopping' issue and I'm pretty much the most miserable person to be around when I have to venture into the mall. I did manage to go with my best friend one weekend. I think she deserves the Purple Heart. The stores were packed with bright orange colored clothing... and Capri's. I loathe Capri's. The last thing I want to look like is a Crossing Guard with pants that need to be taken to the tailor. I've found a couple of slacks that looked decent without giving me some horrendous cameltoe. I topped it off with new bras and panties that match (all class, baby!). My weight loss has all but made shopping a necessity.

3. Cuss less. HA. Yeah, I know. I have small nieces (puts hand close to ground) and friends with kids. Plus... It's gotten to where the word "Fuck" is used in all my discussions. I'd love to be able to express myself without profanity flying out of my mouth on every sentence.

That's all that I can think about but I'm sure there are other mini-goals. Getting out more is one I'll tag on in a bit. I've been hanging out with friends so it's already in the works. I'd also like to blog more but it's become a tad complicated as far as bearing my emotional soul online. Then again, random is what I do best. :P

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