Yeah so I'm annoyed. Someone got their panties in a wad when I tried to clarify something using their post as reference. It was done so ONLY the people involved (that person included) would be able to view it. Everyone's been going through a harsh time so it's like walking on eggshells. Apparently I cracked one. So last night I had to deal with someone going off on me over something that was so simple... so benign... and so not snarky. It serves me right for trying to do something quickly. Blargh.

Right now I have so much going on in my life it's tempting to just walk away. I love this group and all they can offer but the bullshit does get a bit too high. It's not as bad as before, thank goodness. I just wish I were in a better place to deal with it. With the number one priority being my relationship from now on I just don't want to waste anyone's time if I can't help. Cryptic much? Yeppers... I don't want to cause issues or start some sort of bitchfest. I just want to get this shit out and hopefully think through what the best course of action would be for myself and the group.

Tonight Jake and I are going to watch the Obama infomercial and then tomorrow it's Obama on the Rachel Maddow Show. I would just LOVE to have gone to see him speak. His closing argument was uplifting and really gave me a positive feeling about the direction he could take our country. It's less than seven days and yet I am dying in anticipation for November 4th. We're both going to be a complete wreck that day... that's for damn sure.

I'm so happy with how Jake and I have been. I feel a real connection between us. Even moreso than before. This weekend we tried watching a few movies together that I had thumbed my nose at before. I loved Casino Royale and can't wait for the next Bond movie. I felt guilty that I didn't like Superbad though. *sigh* I know that we are going to have movies that we don't like but I was really hoping to be able to enjoy this one. I just couldn't get past the overly angry character. :/

This Friday we're going to the Halloween Carnival again. I kind of wanted to dress up somehow but I have no idea what to wear. If I see some simple costume I might still go for it. Otherwise I'll be the official photographer and Jake will be the official eye candy. The boys just love him. *grins*

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