j00wish[dot]com: Laziness With the One You Love

« Planning for the Weekend | Main | Change in Plans »

Laziness With the One You Love (October 15, 2008)

It's been so nice to just relax around the apartment with Jake. We really need this time to just get back into the swing of things. Right now we're still a little tense from all the past issues so I understand that it's going to take a while. But it's been so nice to sit at the table and have a meal together instead of at our desks or even spend time on the computer without any US time. I'm sure that we'll find a comfortable spot to have that space again, but right now is US time and that's really all that matters.

We've started watching some television together too, which is nice. I really missed our date nights too. Right now every night is like one and I'm not complaining. It will also be nice to do some day trips and just get away from the apartment too. Couplism rocks. *grins*

The time apart, while mentally and physically draining, was really what I needed. I had fallen into such a horrible depression in regards to our relationship and had become so lazy. You'd think all the years alone were memories from someone else. I was expecting Jake to do so much... and it was unfair. Now it's nice to have equal responsibilities and just help each other.

I wanted to send a thank you to all my friends who helped me through this time. You literally talked me off of the edge and helped me to see where the problems were on my end. Thank you for listening to my rambling and crying... and for giving me the strength to move forward and hopefully into a much brighter future with Jake. *smiles*

Posted by Diva at October 15, 2008 10:00 AM