I'm too nosy. I'm a little more than slightly jealous. Right now I'm insecure. These are the days of my life. Blah. I think a lot of the latter two is because of all that Jake and I have gone through lately. My emotions are still tender... and it's PMS week on top of it. So yeah, I need to crawl under a rock and just not look at anything.

Today I had some free time and checked out my Facebook page. I did some major spammage and went to send Jake a random gift. One problem: I couldn't find the gifts I got him already. So now I'm annoyed and looking through his applications to find it and come across some singles type thing. Oh yes, that was JUST what I needed to see. So of course I worry. So of course I also know it's totally irrational. And yes, I still ask him about it. New rules are not to hold anything back, right? Anyway, he doesn't even know about the application and hasn't a clue about the icons. Another ridiculous situation that I've managed to get snagged into. But it doesn't help that I'm still feeling on edge. *sigh* At least Jake is level headed enough to recognize the symptoms and I am still rational enough to admit it and move past it. I may not be able to cure myself of PMS, but I can at least bring myself down. MOST of the time... that is.

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It's a good thing to see that you both can talk about such things. It's a sign of health that you see that it's irrational. I don't think you've got a problem in this case, quite the contrary. :)

I'm so glad you two are getting over your problems. But I've said that everywhere now, haven't I?

No, wait, I didn't say it on Jake's blog yet. *runs over there*

*hugs* Thank you, baby. I'm so glad we're doing better. Thank you so much for being there and for being so kind.

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