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My Life as a Girlfriend
(August 06, 2008)
I'm really hating this endless title of girlfriend. I made promises to myself that I have ignored. I love Jake to pieces and would love to be with him forever... but that's if he's ready and even wants to. To me the biggest way to prove it would be a ring. After a while words get old. It's starting to feel like empty promises and I'm not happy about it. Last year he said we'd be engaged within a year. I made suggestions about how to save, sent him rings that I wanted and waited. And waited. And... yeah, you get the idea. So now I have people calling him my husband and it burns. I don't want to be the forever girlfriend. I don't want to count on promises after the first were broken. Now that he announced he's only saved a few hundred towards the ring and it will be sometime in 2009 I am feeling like it's never going to happen. He's had over a year to start saving and more time considering he said he wanted to when he moved in. To me it would make sense to save for something you wanted. It would also make sense to only promise what you can do. Now I'm feeling horrible and even worse... feeling like a nag for asking him about it. I shouldn't have to be the one to give him pointers on this. There are plenty of guys who can tell him how to save and where to go for rings. Besides the guys who say rings are bullshit, that is. Those guys can kiss my ass. :p Posted by Diva at August 6, 2008 10:58 AM
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Why do I get the feeling that last bit was aimed at me, eh?
;)