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« September 2006 | Main | November 2006 » October 30, 2006Annnnnd Awaaaay We Goooo!I owe, I owe... so it's back to work I go. My first day back is today. Weeeee! Okay, so I'm not that enthused. I'm trying to be. After six weeks of recuperating from surgery, trying to eat again and finally starting to feel normal I would have loved to enjoy it just a little. This is the second time I've saved up vacation only to use it for surgery. Hopefully this will be the last. Meanwhile... an eight dollar no heat bikini wax works about as well as it should. And by 'well' I mean 'like crap'. I managed to get sticky wax all over my bikini area, thighs, hands and arms before Jake came to the rescue. I swear it was like I had a seizure. Then I tried to pull the wax off. All it did was pull at my skin and give a 'natural' blush to match my face. Ten minutes later I managed to remove the rest of the wax with baby oil. The best part? Not one hair was removed. At least I know what to do if I need to interrogate someone. "Don't MAKE me get the Nair No Heat Bikini Waxer, man!"
[keywords: Life Work] October 23, 2006W00t!I am sooooo happy! I just got back from the doctors. I am doing well and may be able to even stop taking one of my meds. I have to see him in two weeks to make sure. My boss is going to love me coming back and asking for time off right away. Maybe I should bring a camera. It sounds like a Kodack moment....
[keywords: Health doctor] October 21, 2006Well Now.... This Has Been InterestingThis has been an interesting experience to say the least. I am going on my last week before returning to work and normally scheduled postings. This week I devoted to trying to upgrade :nct:... although I have yet to finalize the test board. I went from 34 hacks to thirty... and have only found 16 that were updated. I loathe having to get rid of some, especially the shoutbox. *sigh* Oh well. The cool thing about the newest VB version is that its easier to install hacks. Plus there are plenty of extras to go through. I dread getting rid of my current front page hack, but I'm tired of waiting for them to update it. Two years is a long time to wait. Yeppers, I waited... Silly me. I've been so wrapped up in posting on my :su: site that that I haven't had time to do the things I've been wanting to do on my other sites. That and chatting my little ass off with my friends. <333 HAH! I just looked at my email. I signed up for a site called 25peeps.com to show people my blog a while back and they just said I made it on the site for now. I'll only be on the top as long as people click it... which is interesting. So of course I did this right before surgery so my site would suck ass in the way of posts. *smiles* Oh well... It was an idea.
[keywords: Health nct SU maintainence] October 13, 2006Hmmmmmm.....How do I describe my mood today? Think two year old in a candy store and the word "No".
[keywords: depression] October 11, 2006Out of the CageI met my friend for brunch today. It felt so good to just sit and chat for a bit. She's having her house remodeled so she could relate to the trapped at home feeling. She was surprised at how much weight I had lost, which made me feel good. When I got home I was so tired I took a nap... from 1PM til 4:30PM. I can't believe how much energy it took out of me. I hope I can survive my first day at work. Maybe they won't notice me napping. :p
[keywords: Health Friends] October 09, 2006Oops! Heh Heh Heh....Caution: bodily function discussion ahead. :p So Saturday I decided to 'cheat' a little and have some cottage cheese with sliced banana. It was just a little bit... Just enough to cause excruciating pain. I ate at about 11PM on Saturday and by 1:30AM I was in pain. Nothing I did made it better. Between 1:30AM - 3:30AM I walked around, tried going to the bathroom and finally threw up. Not a lot, but enough to allow me to sleep. In the morning I awoke to horrible pains. I read through the paperwork and it mentioned constipation. I tried drinking some medicine and it was enough to show me the real cause. Apparently I had blocked my stomach because of the swelling. The meds was enough to bring it all up. I'm not supposed to throw up because of the pressure on the stitches so I waited to see if I fucked that up. So far nothing. Needless to say I was not a happy camper yesterday. At least the pain is gone.
[keywords: Health surgery] October 07, 2006WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!My never ending fascination with online silliness continues...
[keywords: cyberculture memes] Me? Pissy? Nahhhhhhhh.....Okay, maybe just a little. Yesterday was one of the tougher days. I couldn't sleep all night. I was hungry. I was dizzy. I was pouting. I was... in pain. I fucked up and ate lasagna, which is a no no. What I really want is a normal meal. Some salad, diced potatoes and chicken. I just want to get back to feeling right. My stomach is still not right and everything I have makes me feel icky. Ew. I'm whining. Did I mention PMSing? *looks up* Guess not. This is a shitty week for me and an even shittier week for Jake. I also hate that I'm stuck in this fucking apartment and have nothing else to write about except being stuck here. *sigh* Maybe I should just take a hiatus until I get out. Blah.
[keywords: Health pms depression surgery] October 05, 2006One Down... Two More to GoI got back from the surgeon today. He must have swallowing a handful of NICE NICE pills before he opened the door. We were greeted by a smiling doctor, shaking hands and asking how everything was. It was a vast difference from the asshole I had to deal with in the hospital. Maybe he realizes what an ass he was... but I doubt it. I was just grateful to have a pleasant experience with the prick. :p My pains are normal so that is a relief. As the swelling goes down the pains are the healing process. No way I could have gone back to work any sooner. I have been feeling really dizzy and light headed today so he said to up the caloric intake. So much for the pounds melting away. My back isn't killing me after walking around which really made me feel better. He said I may find some internal stitches popping out as they dissolve. I'll look like a FemBot! :D I want to say that this experience has been an eye opener. I couldn't have done it without the love and support :jake: has given me. I am so lucky to have him by my side. <333 Thank you Jake. I love you with all my heart and soul.
[keywords: Health boyfriend jake surgery] October 04, 2006Last Rounds.... MoronsI am annoyed. We have some city workers outside our window... Who have yet to do ANYTHING. Seriously... I don't even know what they're there for. They pulled up around 8AM and immediately started laughing/talking loudly. I finally put the covers and a pillow over my head to drown out the sounds. I woke up at 10AM and they were STILL jabbering away. I peeked out the window to see three guys, two leaning back in some work truck, chatting like its Miller Time. Bastards...
[keywords: sleeping stupid-people] October 02, 2006Food Does The Bo... *URP* Body GoodI had my first almost real meal. Minestrone Soup... blenderized. That's right... There wasn't a speck of anything in it but it was goooood. I ate more than I was supposed to (oops) but it was too good to pass up. I looked up the serving size after I finished the meal. My bad. So far no pains, etc... One thing I learned from this experience is to NEVER assume it's going to be a walk in the park. I figured I would have six weeks of needed vacation to lounge around and rest. The clear liquids would be a no brainer and what is one month or two compared to the healthier you? I should have mentally prepared for this. I was trying so hard to just get past the surgery that I didn't think about the recovery process. I feel bad for Jake. By the time he gets home he's worked all day and wants to unwind. Meanwhile I'm ready to explode from boredom and feel uber needy. Of course when I fuck up and do something I'm not supposed to (and hurt myself) he gripes at me for not asking him to do it. My friend called today after getting back from Australia and I overwhelmed her with chatter. I was just so glad to talk to someone. I don't think she got a word in for the first twenty minutes or so. :D Finally I stopped the "MEMEME" and asked about her. Yeppers, I may be slow but I catch on...
[keywords: Health Friends boyfriend jake food surgery] Me Unhappy? Noooooo.....I have been fighting off a bit of depression the past couple of days. Two weeks of being stuck indoors, unable to eat anything and walking around our one bedroom apartment for exercize finally got to me. Yesterday I broke down and Jake whisked me away to... Best Buy. I bought Romancing The Stone/Jewel of the Nile, Independence Day, Speed, Alien, Aliens, Silence of the Lambs and Down Periscope. I may not have a great taste in movies... but at least I have more to watch! It felt soooo good to get out for a bit. I am hurting today because of it but that's okay. I go to the doctors on Thursday for my first check up. This should be fun. The only good part about an all liquid diet is that I've lost 21 pounds in 2 weeks. It's amazing what a 125-150 calorie a day intake can do for a body. :p
[keywords: Health depression DVDs surgery] October 01, 2006NewsflashI am bored out of my fucking skull!!!!!
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